Restless

Monday night.

V. restless tonight. All day, in fact. Was going to do all laundry and clean out file cabinet. Did only 2 loads and bagged the cabinet. Had no enthusiasm for anything. Did manage to call M and Bec. We 3 meeting tomorrow for Union/Settlement Rally, then M and I to lunch. Bec and I need to get together to plan next year. Then went to Uptown to have haircut (it's too short!!)

Didn't sleep much last night either. Probably why I couldn't seem to concentrate on any one thing today. Don't know why I slept poorly. Weather? Sunspots? Too much soda? (Can't be that, have actually managed to cut down on Pepsi intake)

M commented on one of my posts. Interesting thoughts by him. Must remember to comment on his comments.

Drove around after Jeopardy!, looking for a rumored park near me. Couldn't find it. After dinner, drove up to Maple Grove, but nothing happening there. Not sure if anything would have anyway...

Hope to sleep better tonight. Got the AC going. Still perplexed why it wouldn't work properly last summer. Maybe if I am out of house for most of day tomorrow, that will help with tomorrow night as well.

Re-reading Fag Hag by Rodi. Just picked it up this morning and next thing I knew, was several chapters in. One of the few things I could keep my mind on today.

Had 2 of what I thought might have been similar to "anxiety attacks" from Christmas time. Am worrying about my upcoming AK trip, but didn't think too much about it today (or so I thought)(no pun intended). I'm still too young for this kind of shit. At least in my mind.